where is the rain?

it didn't arrive
the rain that is
the sun mocks me
okay yes we can not be with out you
but really do you have to gloat
i am so over exposed
i now squint
like something is wrong
i am wearing my hat
and dark sunglasses
but still
at the end of the day
i feel so full
of sun and heat and sounds and sensations
it is like the sun eclipses
my reason, ability to think
and leaves me washed out
and limp like a lettuce leaf
i feel better knowing i am not alone
with this reverse too much light unlightness
glenn gould had it and hide
and so does maggie
that feels more like it
dark shade
burgundies and greys
and caves